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::*Corona*

Corrinne Cheong
21 April 1989(18)
CHIJ Toa Payoh (Pri & Sec)
Our Lady Star of the Sea
(Angelus Choir)
Love: music,animals and kids
::Wishlist

a baby sister
a dog
migrate to New Zealand or Australia
clubbing
fulfill my dream career
::Favs

Mostly Hip-hop, R&B and Pop music, Honey and mostly romantic comedies, singing, dancing and writing songs/poems...

::Connections

music pat melvin ana puden nigel joanne manda manda's art blog hatsuee roch carol apes sam.ang chris robin soffie andi lucas mitsuye gab egan alicia christine chelsea

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:: Thursday, July 06, 2006

After that particular day,after that talk with Mel...I have finally understood better the things others have been trying to tell me. In a way,what she said really made sense..."Why bother so much about those who don't even give a damn about you???". Dunno if that has kinda changed me but it definately has changed my perspective of life...and as a result,I don't know if I have changed...and if I have...for the better or for the worse?
But there is one thing I realise...in a way,there are 2 groups...the group whom everyone will always look up to...whether to just hang out,get advice amd so on. The other group is also the same as the first...the only difference is...they only look up to you and all that shit when they have no one else to turn to...sorta like a last resort...and I,belong to that group.
Maybe it doesn't seem true to majority who read this...but for some reason,I feel that I do belong in the "last resort" group. In truth...I have been experiencing the above for the last 5 to 6 years...and frankly,it sux! But what can I do??? For now,it just feels like it's my destiny or something...I dunno...maybe I just haven't found the place where I belong yet...who knows?
Although I know nothing lasts forever and this misery will somehow stop one day,at times I really just feel like giving up...and wonder why I'm even in this world. This ain't a suicide entry by the way...although I've had that thought every once in a while...though not so much as last time now...anyway it's not like as if I would really wanna kill myself but you never know...nah...I won't...

I have posted this entry before and only a few knew who this song was for...am gonna post it again and once again...whatever the song says is pretty true and it sorta tells what I'm feeling at times...

Because Of You By Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

I'm loving you // 8:49 PM

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